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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four things you want in a romantic partner.
Day Eight: Three of your favorite possessions.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life or yourself right now.
Day Ten: One confession

1. Money. I kind of wish it didn't, but honestly this is one thing that I 'inherited' from my parents that I kind of both like and hate them for. My parents are kind of awful with managing money, and there have been a few years when things were looking pretty bleak due to bad managing on their part. Because of that, I became their sort of banker/accountant, and so I find myself worrying about the actual cost of things frequently. I'm a pretty frugal shopper because of it, but I also find myself not always enjoying things because I factor in money over enjoyment.

2. Story ideas / character ideas. I actually do a lot of thinking in my car, when I'm going in between classes, and sometimes I get little sparks of inspiration. Unfortunately I seem to suffer from the worst writer's block in the world, so these ideas always just pop out, seem really interesting or entertaining, and then die on the vine. I really hate it, but they do provide some entertainment on long drives.

3. Nature. When I get the free time between classes and the weather permits, I generally take my breaks outside. At that point, I usually just stare off into whatever natural things are around me; we're not talking necc. majestic things, but things like trees, bushes, manicured flower beds, etc. I find myself staring at them and just wondering why / how they work, or what's going on in them that I can't see, and I can lose myself in that for a while. A clear, super clear blue sky is something I'll stare at and just sort of think about the implications of it for a while, making Winter my favorite time of year due to low cloud population.

4. Death. Honestly I think everyone says this, and I'm no different. I do think about what happens when we die, or why we even have to, but I've actually stopped being really concerned with this as often as I used to be. I also spend some time thinking about things like people I care for dying, and those thoughts generally upset me more now, but come very infrequently. Oddly, since the accident, they've been almost non-existent.

5. Sex. Yeah, that's right, I said it. I think about a sex a lot. The average adult thinks about it every 7.5 seconds. Get over it.

6. People. I don't mean this in a 'what are my friends doing right now' way, but in general I just sort of wonder about why the hell people do the things they do. This can occur whenever; driving, sitting around on campus or in public, etc. I people watch a lot, but honestly I find myself wondering what the hell is going on in their brains; not because they're 'stupid,' or anything, but mostly I mean it in that, do they think the same way I do? How do their brains operate? It's the sort of thoughts you have when you realize that if everyone around you is also a conscious being, do they all go through the same thought processes, or do they talk to themselves, or think to themselves, or etc.

7. Past mistakes. I find myself occasionally wondering down that path, wondering why I let X happen, or why I didn't say Y at that point, or why I didn't do Z, or why whoever did what to me, etc. I'm not sure what else to say about it--I think most people do this, the Moment on the Stairs, when you suddenly think about the best way to handle a situation long after it's passed.

That one was a bit boring, maybe?
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