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Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four things you want in a romantic partner.
Day Eight: Three of your favorite possessions.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life or yourself right now.
Day Ten: One confession

1. Dated my first ex. It was a very stupid relationship, and our age difference really played into a lot of things, as well as other things like pressure to have a girlfriend, since I hadn't by that time. It was a pretty awful overall relationship now that I think about it, because it was really just an excuse to try and 'have' someone to be with.

2. Being too trusting of 'friends.' I've lost more 'friends' than I've made, and I honestly get sick at myself for not doing something about it sooner, or putting my foot down sooner. I've stabilized a lot with that, but I think it cost me a certain part of my personality; I'm much more jaded and cynical than I used to be, and although I like that, I really resent it as well.

3. Having such a fly off the handle temper. I used to pretend that I was hard to make angry, but I really am not. I'm actually quite easy to anger, and I tend to become a petty, vengeful dick when I do so. Which is great if the person is someone I hate, but not so much when I like that person, or when I blow up at them instead of the person who really deserved it.

4. The fact that people seem to judge my personality without really ever trying to get to know me. This isn't something I can really control, but a lot of people tend to feel I'm some awful, unapproachable monster that will snap their head off and not think twice. I don't suffer fools, but I'm not a malicious person, and I really regret whatever it is that caused that. If it was myself, then I'm to blame, but if it's because I'm friends with certain people, that's sort of unfair. Either way, I regret it on occasion because I think maybe it's cost me some friendships.

5. I regret not knowing why certain relationships went the way they did (friendships and romantic). If anything, my biggest regrets are those that have no closure. I touched on a lot of these in the first day, but I think I'll always regret a lot of them. Either that I didn't get closure, or I just was never able to say what I wanted to.

Oh god I'm so behind on this thing but this is easy

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

NPC Friends (not necc. every user just the people on there I know as friends)

Date: 2010-12-29 07:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
dude that was only 5 things you wish you'd never done way to be a masters grad

Date: 2010-12-29 07:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
ps faggot

Date: 2010-12-29 08:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

Maybe I regret listing you in my important people list then

there's #6

are you happy


Date: 2010-12-29 08:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
another conquest B)


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